Post by beautifulchildslove on Sept 10, 2004 15:46:02 GMT -8
My pain is unbearable
So much to carry
I try not to let go
But I'm slipping,
Slowly slipping.
I grasp for anything
I must hold on to something
Hold on for dear life
And not let go,
Let go.
My heart will stop beating
I will slip into blackness
A dark void nothing could fill
And I feel all alone,
So alone.
My soul is breaking
Into a thousand tiny pieces
Tears are slipping
Down my face,
Sliding down.
A steady river,
An ocean even
Nothing can dry them
Nothing can cure my pain,
Cure the pain.
I am forsaken
Nobody is by me
I am hated
Or so it seems,
So it seems.
Feelings are building
Oh how they're building
Stormy clouds roll in
Promising more rain,
Yet more rain.
I cannot understand,
Cannot even begin to comprehend
Why this happened to me
I don't deserve such pain,
Deserve such pain.
My best friend is forsaking me
Turning away from me
All because I took a stand
I told her she was wrong,
That she was wrong.
She doesn't have that voice
In her head
The one that tells you
If you're wrong,
So wrong.
I cannot feel any better
Only worse.
Why am I forsaken?
I am so alone,
So alone.
I don't know what will happen
My mind and heart are in a conflict.
An internal conflict.
But I know,
Whichever wins,
The other person
Will be hurt more.
I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to say,
I am so alone,
So alone.
So much to carry
I try not to let go
But I'm slipping,
Slowly slipping.
I grasp for anything
I must hold on to something
Hold on for dear life
And not let go,
Let go.
My heart will stop beating
I will slip into blackness
A dark void nothing could fill
And I feel all alone,
So alone.
My soul is breaking
Into a thousand tiny pieces
Tears are slipping
Down my face,
Sliding down.
A steady river,
An ocean even
Nothing can dry them
Nothing can cure my pain,
Cure the pain.
I am forsaken
Nobody is by me
I am hated
Or so it seems,
So it seems.
Feelings are building
Oh how they're building
Stormy clouds roll in
Promising more rain,
Yet more rain.
I cannot understand,
Cannot even begin to comprehend
Why this happened to me
I don't deserve such pain,
Deserve such pain.
My best friend is forsaking me
Turning away from me
All because I took a stand
I told her she was wrong,
That she was wrong.
She doesn't have that voice
In her head
The one that tells you
If you're wrong,
So wrong.
I cannot feel any better
Only worse.
Why am I forsaken?
I am so alone,
So alone.
I don't know what will happen
My mind and heart are in a conflict.
An internal conflict.
But I know,
Whichever wins,
The other person
Will be hurt more.
I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to say,
I am so alone,
So alone.
