Post by daftpunk227 on Jul 13, 2004 18:21:22 GMT -8
alright here we go...four poems...in one message!!
#1
Battered By: Meagan Gardin
Another bruise to hide
More make up to apply
Another report to file
And yet I know this wont end
Hoping he’ll change
Letting me mend
Releasing my soul
Ending this nightmare
Another slap, another hit
Broken glass across the floor
Blood dripping from my head
Laying there to scared to move
He’s drinking again
Swearing, cursing and yelling
I just want to leave
But I can’t get away
Just want to pack up
Escape my hellish life
But I can’t leave him
He needs me, I need him
What’s another bruise?
Time heals all things
Just give him a chance
He’ll come around
Flowers, candy and a necklace
Shows me he’s sorry
But I know what he’s like
One wrong move and I’m down again
I can’t leave him
And let him go
He’s the best thing
That ever happened to me!
He has a problem
I feel I’m the one to blame
And it’s tearing me apart
‘Cuz I love him so…
But how much more
Can this battered body take?
A punch, hit, or kick?
I have to decide, my life or him?
#2
Confused By: Meagan Gardin
Confused about life
And the choices I make
Confused about me
And the person that I am
Confused by what I see
And what’s ahead.
Confused by the figure
That looks blankly back at me
How am I to choose?
Continue living this lie
Keep it to myself
And don’t let the secret out?
I’m so confused
By how I’m to be
My life, loves, everything!!
It’s all a lie!
To scared, living in fear.
How would people react?
Only if they knew
And how they perceive me now.
I’m “afraid” or “touchy”<br>But if I went to far…<br>Not knowing what to do
Is the worst fear of all.
Stay where I am
And keep my little secret
Or let it all out
And face the wrath.
To confused to know
To know how to deal
My life, a maze.
Dead end after dead end.
Someone help me out
Someone tell me what to do
How to tell the people
Who in the end, could end up hating me
#3
Dark & Distant By: Meagan Gardin
She shies away
Sits in the corners
They all stare and laugh
No one is quite like her
Drawing dark things
Underground music
Punk, Goth, whatever…<br>Everything to her is black.
Emotionless and reserved
Secretly planning
She’ll show them all
Life is but a game to her
The cuts on her wrists
Slashes on her legs
Licking the blade clean
Tasting her own blood
The pills next to her
Will take away the pain
The knife poised and ready
To make her game over.
#4
Tried & Failed By: Meagan Gardin
She tries to hard
To be cool, loved, popular
She never asked for much
Just friendship…<br>They laughed at her
To her face, behind her back
Talked and made fun
Driving her mad.
One guy that she wanted
Was too out of reach
She tried anyway
To her surprise, he agreed.
Not knowing the trap
A dirty trick on her
She left her house, smiling.
On cloud number nine
Arriving to find he’s not there
But a video camera and them…<br>Laughing and telling her,
“You’re so lame!!!”<br>Crying and running
Is all she can recall,
Finding the perfect bridge
And wanting to stop it there
A life of torture
A life of pain and agony.
No one deserves this!
So why not end it?
“Just jump” she thought
“And fly away”<br>It all made so much sense…<br>So she flew.
There are all four....i have more depends on if you guys like these ones....#2 is actually about me, the others not really...dark and distant is pretty close to me and how i feel...enjoy!!!
#1
Battered By: Meagan Gardin
Another bruise to hide
More make up to apply
Another report to file
And yet I know this wont end
Hoping he’ll change
Letting me mend
Releasing my soul
Ending this nightmare
Another slap, another hit
Broken glass across the floor
Blood dripping from my head
Laying there to scared to move
He’s drinking again
Swearing, cursing and yelling
I just want to leave
But I can’t get away
Just want to pack up
Escape my hellish life
But I can’t leave him
He needs me, I need him
What’s another bruise?
Time heals all things
Just give him a chance
He’ll come around
Flowers, candy and a necklace
Shows me he’s sorry
But I know what he’s like
One wrong move and I’m down again
I can’t leave him
And let him go
He’s the best thing
That ever happened to me!
He has a problem
I feel I’m the one to blame
And it’s tearing me apart
‘Cuz I love him so…
But how much more
Can this battered body take?
A punch, hit, or kick?
I have to decide, my life or him?
#2
Confused By: Meagan Gardin
Confused about life
And the choices I make
Confused about me
And the person that I am
Confused by what I see
And what’s ahead.
Confused by the figure
That looks blankly back at me
How am I to choose?
Continue living this lie
Keep it to myself
And don’t let the secret out?
I’m so confused
By how I’m to be
My life, loves, everything!!
It’s all a lie!
To scared, living in fear.
How would people react?
Only if they knew
And how they perceive me now.
I’m “afraid” or “touchy”<br>But if I went to far…<br>Not knowing what to do
Is the worst fear of all.
Stay where I am
And keep my little secret
Or let it all out
And face the wrath.
To confused to know
To know how to deal
My life, a maze.
Dead end after dead end.
Someone help me out
Someone tell me what to do
How to tell the people
Who in the end, could end up hating me
#3
Dark & Distant By: Meagan Gardin
She shies away
Sits in the corners
They all stare and laugh
No one is quite like her
Drawing dark things
Underground music
Punk, Goth, whatever…<br>Everything to her is black.
Emotionless and reserved
Secretly planning
She’ll show them all
Life is but a game to her
The cuts on her wrists
Slashes on her legs
Licking the blade clean
Tasting her own blood
The pills next to her
Will take away the pain
The knife poised and ready
To make her game over.
#4
Tried & Failed By: Meagan Gardin
She tries to hard
To be cool, loved, popular
She never asked for much
Just friendship…<br>They laughed at her
To her face, behind her back
Talked and made fun
Driving her mad.
One guy that she wanted
Was too out of reach
She tried anyway
To her surprise, he agreed.
Not knowing the trap
A dirty trick on her
She left her house, smiling.
On cloud number nine
Arriving to find he’s not there
But a video camera and them…<br>Laughing and telling her,
“You’re so lame!!!”<br>Crying and running
Is all she can recall,
Finding the perfect bridge
And wanting to stop it there
A life of torture
A life of pain and agony.
No one deserves this!
So why not end it?
“Just jump” she thought
“And fly away”<br>It all made so much sense…<br>So she flew.
There are all four....i have more depends on if you guys like these ones....#2 is actually about me, the others not really...dark and distant is pretty close to me and how i feel...enjoy!!!
