Hole In My Heart

[beautifulchildslove]

Please, please, please do not send this on or share it with others. I will be very very hurt. I wrote this today when I got the news that my friend is dying. Please respect my plea to not share this with others. Thanks!



Hole In My Heart

There's a hole in my heart
You had filled
Empty now
Where you should have been.

There's a hole in my heart
Wider than heaven
A hole I never thought
Could be so empty

There's a hold in my heart
Filled now with anguish
But you're gone.
You took a part of my heart with you.

That heart of mine
Cannot stand death
Cannot understand why
You had to die.

That heart of mine
Can never be mended
I can never forget
About you.

My heart and flesh cry out
But still is silenced.
I'm holding it inside.
I will not forget.

That hole in my heart
Is keeping me prisoner.
It won't let me go.
It's drowning me.

That heart of mine
Is squeezing me tighter
Aching, dull, building pain
Getting stronger now.

That hole in my heart
Is getting wider
My sorrow is eating
My heart away.

My heart is locking
Memories away.
It won't let them go.
It wants them to stay.

Yet thinking about you
Tortures my very soul.
I don't see
Why I had to let you go.

That heart of mine
Is being filled
With memories
Of us

It can never replace you.
It can never forget you.
I never knew I could endure
Such pain

But that hole in my heart
Was filled again
With grace and glory
Of the Light

It mends the hole
Repairs the rips and the tears
Locks away the memories
Both good and bad
That I will always treasure.

It will not replace you
It will not forget you
It will treasure you
Forever and always

That hole in my heart
Was filled with God's Grace
And promise
That I will see you again.
In heaven.

~by Rachel~

* dedicated to Kelsey, my dear, dear
friend who has leukemia. I love you.
Please, don't leave me here alone. I
can't live without you. I know you will
find somebody with compatible bone
marrow. I just know you will. I wish it
could be me giving you some. But it is
not to be. So please, don't fade away.
Don't go now. Don't leave me here alone.
I love you.

[puppyprincessgrl]

i love that poem, and i am soooo sooooo sorry about kelsey, my heart aches for you. i will keep you in my prayers:)

[felicia]

I'm so sorry to hear that.A girl in my school also has luekemia and we all helped to donate for a operation i think,the poem was filled with grief as i read it.Sorry i didn't read the whole lot cuz i have to go see to other things!

[miss_auntie_ashley]

that was a very touching poem!! wow!! i pray for your friend that she makes it through!

there was a girl that i went to highschool with that had luekemia! she was great person! had a heart of gold! everyone loved her! but she did passed from it!

at our graduation they called out her name for the diploma and her mother went up and accepted it for her! same with another guy in our school also had it his mother accepted his for him too cause he passed from it aswell!

there was a page about them in our year book! and everything! it was really great what they did for the two of them!

[faerieprincess720]

oh that is so sad. i hope your friend get better